24th PARANIRVANA POEM
4.8.2011
by Stephen Futral on Monday, April 4, 2011 at 11:43pm
seeing your face again / hearing your voice
listening to your truth
i am reminded of all you gave
unconditionally and how i sometimes
feared being in your presence...
skin being peeled, exposed painfully
looking into the layers of ego the
residue that still hadn't been dealt with
that 'crawl out of your skin' space you exuded
and how i had to come back for more
more truth that would leave me flapping in the wind
mind blown away feet trying to sink into the ground
as emotion upon emotion would come up
and shake me down / sometimes i ran but choicelessly
came back drawn by odors of truth and the taste
of compassion and the ongoing feast of phenomenal world
(that i had the honor to cook for you on occassion)
(c)stephen.futral / 4.april.2011