1975 Sacred Heart Auditorium Boulder: Waiting and waiting, Stones on the loud speaker, "You can't always get what you want, but you get what you need." Small, brown man in a suit limping to his seat, said he was the surgeon to perform open heart surgery. My broken heart finally relaxes into the open space that he is. I am not afraid. I listen knowing I am in the right place at last. "Good luck, Madam," he says with his wry smile. Often to questioners. Thank you Sir - my love for you has turned me inside out. May I not be separated from you.