My stories of Bill are so tender and intimate and feel best honored held closely to my heart. But I want to share a poem he wrote for me when I was going through a painful time and my beloved dog was dying. I remembered it after I heard he had passed and it brought me enormous comfort.
Nine AM Construction Site or Lord Mukpo's Forehead
Scream of a saw then the board drops.
The men will be paid
and the condos will sell.
Bukowski wouldn't approve
of that kind of value-added
but he'd understand
your dog's slow death
and nod to it.
One needs his
uncompromising language
sometimes, to get at one's own
latest floorboard
above the free-fall.
Sometimes a layer of grief,
depression, self-axing, or a ten-year long
chewed over narrative.
It doesn't matter
how noxious the stain,
when the floorboard breaks
the fall is an infinite
homecoming.
~Bill Scheffel